On that day I would say I love you and thank you for all you have done for me.
On that day I would say all the things that I never said before because I didn’t know what to say or how to say them.
On that day I would say to all my true friends how much they mean to me and how they have enlightened my life.
On that day I would reminisce about all the good things in my life and forget about all the bad.
On that day I would stroll along the beach and let the waves crash on my legs and feel serene.
On that day I would sit on a tree branch and watch fireworks with a dear old friend and put my head on their shoulder and smile.
On that day I would weep because all these things would soon come to an end.
On that night…I would lay down and look at the flowers next to my bed, shed a tear, close my eyes….and sleep.
On the next day….I would not suffer…I would not hurt…I would not bleed…I would not cry…I would not fear…I would not anger…I would not fall….and I would not wake…on that day.